No one is quite sure how long us 'lab rats' will be able to stay on the trial. After it was officially approved by the FDA in February, there was some concern that all the trials would be ended. But that hasn't happened and now the feeling is that they may still want to accrue long term data.
One nice thing about this treatment is that I can finally do
some planning. We were able to spend a week
in Sedona playing golf, sightseeing and visiting friends. Having spent a lot of time there in years
past, I can still say it is one of the most beautiful places on earth. We are also leaving Friday for Seattle for
our granddaughter's FIRST birthday party.
Coming home from UCSD with my brown paper bag (yes, that's
how I get the drugs) and $25,000 worth of unlabeled / unmarked drugs in my
possession, I was hoping I didn't get pulled over at the immigration checkpoint
asking me what I was smuggling into the country.
Along the way in this journey I have met many fellow CLL
travelers, both in person and thru the Internet. This week, we lost a long time traveler David
Arenson. He was trying to get ready for
a transplant, but didn't make it. He had
battled some of the same issues that I have had over the years and his blog was
one of the first ones that I hooked up with after I was diagnosed. He was a great writer and storyteller. His insight and wisdom will greatly be
missed.
His passing also makes me think about the nature of this
disease. Right now there is no
cure. Only a transplant will cure you
and that only has a 50% chance of success, if you are under 65 and if you live
through it. We have a member of our CLL
support group that had a transplant last Christmas and she is STILL in the
hospital with complications. I am
grateful that the advances in treating this disease have been nothing short of
amazing in the last 3 years. None of
these new therapies (which are all NON-chemo based were around when I was
diagnosed in 2000. These new therapies
are giving people longer, durable remissions with manageable side effects. If I had gone with traditional therapies and
stayed with doctors that were not specialists in this disease I would not be
here now. Even though the path has not
been easy, I feel blessed every day that this path was available to me.
Terry