I will be glad when the month of the second round is over. The second round was given over 3 days instead of 5 in the first round, so multiple drugs were given every day. On the third day, I was already feeling pretty wiped out, but zofran and steroids (premeds for the day) soon made me feel quite well again. I felt pretty good until that evening, when I started getting flu like symptoms (dull headaches, sweats, GI issues). After the first round, this lasted about 2 days. This time it has lasted 7 (it was so bad I missed golf, so some of you know how I must have felt). I am not sure why, but there are a number of theories all unproven and unscientific. First was the shortened period of time the drugs were given. Secondly, my body had been beaten down last month and it had not fully recovered. Third, I didn't drink enough to flush out the drugs. Fourth and most definitive. NO ONE KNOWS WHY. Needless to say I was kind of discouraged. I thought I would recover quicker or at least in the same time period. That had been the case in my previous treatments (but this one is different). Then the mental piece of this whole thing started – 'is the treatment working?' 'Am I developing other complications?', etc.
So when I went down to La Jolla on Tuesday I was not a happy camper. Because it was just a blood test and quick check I was hoping to get out early and get back to Long Beach by noon for my Credit Union Board Meeting. The best laid plans….They ran the wrong blood tests (which take about an hour to get the results back), so instead of being in Long Beach at noon, I was still in La Jolla at noon. BUT, it was all for a reason. ALL of the blood tests are going in the right direction, even ones that had been so-so before. I also ran into Dr. Kipps on my way out who knew all about my issues after the second round and reassured me on how well I was doing, and said that all the other people in the study are also doing extremely well. So after those words of encouragement and the positive test results, I am feeling a little better mentally. Once again I expressed all my concerns about not being able to take any OTC drugs to help me out and they once again pointed to the 'study' and how it might skew the results. I understand their logic, but boy, when you know there is something simple (an aspirin) that can help you feel better, it is frustrating.
The good news is that I am free for the next 3 weeks and will finish off my month in Seattle for a family 4th of July get together. I am sure that I will be fine by then and looking forward to getting away from here. As to what will happen in next month's round? WHO KNOWS? I am just hoping it is the same as this month (hopefully shorter) and it doesn't extend out even longer.
Still appreciating all the prayers and well wishes.
Terry